I feel a challenge in my soul today
Questioning things I believed in so firmly yesterday
How can I have faith in myself and what I feel to be true
When the next day I feel my heart and mind telling me something new
I feel the twisting of my soul today
Something is challenging my perceptions
And what I`m going through is hard
And I admit, right now I`m not O.K. So…
Right now, I am confused
Right now, I don`t exactly know what to think
This day feels so unlike the rest
Right now, I am confused
I feel a burden in my spirit today
Feels like everything that I`ve ever trusted in
Has been washed away
I feel like I`m grappling for the truth
Don`t understand decisions that I made
In my mind I know I gotta live with what I`ve chosen
But in my heart I struggle
Can not bear to live with choices I made
Gonna make a change
Feel a change in my soul today
Gonna let the past fade away
Try not to be confused no more
I hope I can see it through
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